“ I needed nothing and was needed nowhere. I almost doubted I was alive. ”
Maybe I will always have to love the idea of love or a concept of God more than I can love a person.
~ Catherine Lacey
Accepting uncertainty was the key to happiness.
I sometimes wondered why I even answered the phone, but I guess I always had the hope that it would be someone else, some other way of life calling for me.
I found, increasingly, that I did not particularly care and I tried to fake a little kindness, a little sweetness, tried to mirror Luna back at herself, but that exhausted me after a week and I concluded that I was not meant for this sort of thing, friends, friendliness, no, I wasn't meant for it.
