George Macdonald said this quote
“ I would I were in the kingdom of heaven if it be as you and Mr. Graham take it for! said Clementina.You must be in it, my lady, or you couldn't wish it to be such as it is.Can one be in it and yet seem to himself to be out of it. Malcolm?So many are out of it that seem to be in it, my lady, that one might well imagine it the other way around with some. ”