“ It's hard to know what happy is if you're not sure if you've felt it before. ”
I'm afraid of everything I don't know.
~ Kelly Thompson
Not knowing who you are is a certain kind of hell.
And where do I go? Where on Earth does a person go when she realizes there's no place for her? You can't possibly try to fit in, because if you do, if you manage to carve out some beautiful niche of happiness for yourself, then one day it will be taken from you as surely and truly as the sun rises each morning.
I sit back and try to think. I've been discovering, much to my dismay, that I'm not a criminal mastermind or anything. I'm just brute force and my powers in no way include super-intelligence, which kind of pisses me off.