It’s not only about sadness. In truth, sadness really has little to do with it. Depression is pain in its purest form and I would do anything to be able to feel an emotion again. Any emotion at all. Pain hurts, but pain that’s so powerful that you can’t feel anything anymore, that’s when you start to feel like you’re going crazy.

~ J.a. Redmerski

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I don’t know what I’m doing, or where I’m going, but I do know that I want to do whatever it is and get there soon.

~ J.a. Redmerski

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His face spreads into a warm smile. “As a matter of fact, no, I have never slept under the stars – are you gettin’ all romantic on me, Camryn Bennett?” He looks at me with a playful sideward stare.

~ J.a. Redmerski

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There was no logic or any sense of purpose except that I knew I had to do something other than what I was doing, or I might not make it through this.

~ J.a. Redmerski

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I’m starting to get used to this feeling of not caring about anything.

~ J.a. Redmerski

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I’m not a follower. I never have been. But I’ll definitely become someone I’m not for a few hours if it’ll make me blend in rather than make me a blatant eye sore and draw attention.

~ J.a. Redmerski

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