“ Cleaning the wound is often more painfulthan the cut itself. ”
I'm not really sure why. But... do you stop loving someone just because they betray you? I don't think so. That's what makes the betrayal hurt so much - pain, frustration, anger... and I still loved her. I still do.
~ Brandon Sanderson
Life before Death.Strength before Weakness.Journey before Destination.
If you give up what you want most for what you think you should want more, you'll end up miserable.
Somehow, we'll find it. The balance between whom we wish to be and whom we need to be. But for now, we simply have to be satisfied with who we are.