“ This would be a secret that I would carry with me, until the day I died. ”
We find what's in our own heads.
~ T. Scott Mcleod
The way is not clear, and it is when you do not have clarity, when this is allowed, that you will finally have clarity.
You necessarily have to be lost, before you’re found.
You will bring yourself the suffering you need to bring yourself so that you may awaken.