All I feel are the assaults of apprehension and terror at the thought that I am the only one who is entirely unlike the rest. It is almost impossible for me to converse with other people. What should I talk about, how should I say it? - I don't know.

~ Osamu Dazai

Osamu Dazai Depression Fear Life Social Anxiety Social Awkwardness

For someone like myself in whom the ability to trust others is so cracked and broken that I am wretchedly timid and am forever trying to read the expression on people's faces.

~ Osamu Dazai

Osamu Dazai Depression Fear Friendship Human Relationships Life Loneliness Mental Illness Social Anxiety Social Awkwardness Trust

I felt this awful obligation to be charming or at least have something to say, and the pressure of having to be charming (or merely verbal) incapacitates me.

~ Peter Cameron

Peter Cameron Humor Loner Social Awkwardness

He could only consider me as the living corpse of a would-be suicide, a person dead to shame, an idiot ghost.

~ Osamu Dazai

Osamu Dazai Death Depression Fear Friendship Life Loneliness Mental Illness Social Anxiety Social Awkwardness Suicidal Suicide

Even now it comes as a shock if by chance I notice in the street a face resembling someone I know however slightly, and I am at once seized by a shivering violent enough to make me dizzy.

~ Osamu Dazai

Osamu Dazai Depression Fear Friendship Friendships Human Relationships Life Loneliness Mental Illness Paranoia Social Anxiety Social Awkwardness

And I was incapable of living all by myself in those lodgings where I didn't know a soul. It terrified me to sit by myself quietly in my room. I felt frightened, as if I might be set upon or struck by someone at any moment.

~ Osamu Dazai

Osamu Dazai Depression Fear Life Loneliness Mental Illness Paranoia Social Anxiety Social Awkwardness