without room for improvement, where would we have our purpose, if I had all that I wanted, I would have to lose increments to give myself the purpose to obtain again, without goals, without the challenge what are they? Maybe rising to meet the maintenance, learning new things, stepping out of comfort zones, accomplishing new goals, facing new challenges is a part of what happiness is about... others deserve their right to live inalienably, but i feel like I deserve my right to suffer.
Doing nothing accomplishes nothing, gains nothing, changes nothing, and wins nothing. You have to make a move.
When we commit our lives to the Lord,He lives in us, He gives us grace and power to accomplish far greater things.