“ I didn't know who I was any longer, so I just was. ”
The ego is a mean mechanism which mobilizes the absolute strongest rationalization traps in order to preserve itself.
~ John Duover
It was all fine until the girls started drinking. (Everything is always fine up until that point.)
We were not actually famous, I have to add. People were just drunk.
If you have to push yourself to do it, should you be doing it in the first place? That was a question I never dared to asked myself.