“ We were not actually famous, I have to add. People were just drunk. ”
The ego is a mean mechanism which mobilizes the absolute strongest rationalization traps in order to preserve itself.
~ John Duover
I didn't know who I was any longer, so I just was.
It was all fine until the girls started drinking. (Everything is always fine up until that point.)
If you have to push yourself to do it, should you be doing it in the first place? That was a question I never dared to asked myself.