we get brave.we move.we believe.we keep going.
~ Ava
you giver of light.you lover of love.you beautifulbeautifulhuman being you.
the hope is smallbut it is everything.
my strength should not threaten you.my strength is not a threat to your strength.you are strong.you are beautiful.you are lush.you are powerful.as you are.as i am.imagine the force we would be togetherif we lifted each other up.imagine the force we would be togetherif we didn't tear each other down.
i took a night drive.i needed to get away.i needed to knowit's okay to goand have no destination,where time moves slowor doesn't exist.that life can be like this,aimless wandering,just breathing,living,driving forever underneath the stars.
i am changingand i am loving change.
every choice i have ever made after you existedhas been dependent on exactlyhow close i can have you next to meand how long i can get you to stay.
i am soft again.there is water and it surrounds me.there is feeling and i can feel it.i am awake and aliveand swollen and heavy with love.i am changingand i am loving change.
i'm so hookedon how your mind works,on what you notice,on everything that excites you.i'm so caught up inhow you see the world,how you see everythingand still offer up your lovefor all to take it.you give me a glimpse of your heartand i can't tell youhow much you turn me on.
i feel everything.i do not know how to un-feeland to not feelis to stop the sun.
we talk of plans that are going to happen.we talk of the future,as if we know we will last.there is a sort of comfort in that.
i open for you like a flower.i let you in like a new day.
you're going to love your way out of this.out of the hurt.out of the pain.you're going to love your way out of it and be free.
you came in slowly like the fog and consumed me.
stay too closeand she will leave.stay too farand she will leave.distance is too delicate a thing.
you need to be careful with me.i fall in loveand i fall in love forever.
let me tell you i'm in love with you. let me tell you that the first thing i do when i wake is think of you. let me be completely honest about this-- about what you mean to me.let me take it there without ruining everything.
i know it all ends the same, but i was interested in seeing how you would break my heart.
stay curious and stay the brave, strong, unrelenting soldier of love that you are.
i sometimes think i'm too in love with alone. who could i love more than this peace?
keep following your heart.it won't always be easy, but it'll be the most important thing you'll do.
i am learning that when love wants to stay it will stay.i am learning that when love wants to go it will go.
everyone is in a hurry and things are always disappearing, and i am always left standing here--alone, waiting for the things that stay.
there is something magical and addicting about going somewhere, being alone, and finding yourself in parts of the world you never knew existed, finding parts of yourself you never knew you would find.
i let you love me.i let you take care of me.i let you do things to meno one was allowed to do before.
they say people only hear what they want to hear,but i don't know if that is always true, i've been wanting to hear your heart and it's as silent as the moon.
i am not a jealous person,but when i am with you,the thought of someone elsepulling your attention away from mekills me a little insideeach time.
through the rose glass window in their beautiful new home, you stare at the love you gave away.
it is hard not to count the hoursi have left with you.it is hard to be here now--knowing everything between uswill come to an end.
oh, the heartbreakingly beautiful tender weight of being human.
i would've done anything to make you happy.i think you knew that.i think this is why you knew you had to let me go.
you'd take one look at me and whole pieces of the earth would break off and fall away finally leaving me alone with you.
i do not know how to live tepidly.i was never built to fit in.i live by my souland my soul is insane.
i am a woman and i am alone,and i cannot tell which one of the twoi love being more.
love is my thighs,this belly,my eyes.love is my speech,the search,my cry.love is myself in the mirror.i will see love every time.
woman-another word for beginning.another word for revolution.another word for healing.another word for being.another word for me.
the woman is rain,and when she falls,she is a monsoon.to love her is to drown.
you wanted it all to make senseand you wanted the most complicated answer, but the answer is simple.just be.
my feelings tend to last longerthan my lovers doand it's made a monsterout of my heart.
there's always been a little sadnessinside my happiness.i've never been able to separate the two.
